Saturday, July 08, 2006
A come back ....
Hi cheeks and guys ;)
After around a month of silence, I post a new article. You may wonder why I was away for a so long time? I can answer that I was too busy to find a job and hang out with friends, but a part of the answer is that I may be too lazy to update my blog. Today I realised that I don't give enough news about myself to my family and my friends. Plus I don't call them enough to get news about them.
You know, I already know that, but the main part of the human being is to be friendly....maybe it doesn't mean anything to you, but I don't really know how to explain/translate my mind.
This week, I signed in Thales Service for a job. So I will earn 32k€ a year, plus few other euros which is my variable part (around 3k€). It's a good deal for my ingeneering school I guess.
Then, because my internship is ending, I left a very incredible guy...he sounds exceptionnal to my mind : he is so sympathic, cool, worker, charismatic. Plus he has an incredible leadership. So he is a very great guy and I wish to know him a little be more, even to be one of his friend. Things come sometimes too fast, and you say to yourself that you will never do the same mistake again. But facts repeat theirselves; I'm pretty sure of that. I promise myself that now I will be careful about that...
Because I signed in this week, I understand more than ever that things go faster than you believe. Today, I am on the border of a new step of my life. It is the same difference, I guess, when you go from the medium school to the high school; or between the prep school and the ingineering school. Working means : ending of student life, ending of parties whenever you want. Can I have friends at work? You know, people you can trust, and have fun with them. People you can hang out with them during the week end....or simply enjoying your life.
I am writing all this stuff, because I realize/notice that I may miss to much important things, because I am living too fast. For exampler, I missed a birthday this week end of a great guy I met last year, and I will miss an important week end with my child friends because I have to make (take?) a choice/ decision. But life is like that, you never know about what tomorrow will be done, and so you have choices to do. Like it is said in "Gladiator" : "Things you do in your life, resound for the eternity" (or something like that). Everything you do help you to grow up. Maybe i am little bit afraid about this life, which is waiting for me.... I don't know.
This week I start again to read "have read" books. I want to remind me cultural things. So I am reading books from Balzac; and I want too read historical books, to know forever important things from history. I should follow economics facts too, but I don't have time to read newspaper.... I wonder how people 30 years ago could do that : be aware of worldwide news, reading books, hanging out, do sport... so many things that seems quite impossible to me now.
I stop writing something now, because I don't know if there is any meaning throw all these sentences.
Good bye every body ... it is the really early morning in France... or late in the night. I let you choose the way you prefer to say it.
After around a month of silence, I post a new article. You may wonder why I was away for a so long time? I can answer that I was too busy to find a job and hang out with friends, but a part of the answer is that I may be too lazy to update my blog. Today I realised that I don't give enough news about myself to my family and my friends. Plus I don't call them enough to get news about them.
You know, I already know that, but the main part of the human being is to be friendly....maybe it doesn't mean anything to you, but I don't really know how to explain/translate my mind.
This week, I signed in Thales Service for a job. So I will earn 32k€ a year, plus few other euros which is my variable part (around 3k€). It's a good deal for my ingeneering school I guess.
Then, because my internship is ending, I left a very incredible guy...he sounds exceptionnal to my mind : he is so sympathic, cool, worker, charismatic. Plus he has an incredible leadership. So he is a very great guy and I wish to know him a little be more, even to be one of his friend. Things come sometimes too fast, and you say to yourself that you will never do the same mistake again. But facts repeat theirselves; I'm pretty sure of that. I promise myself that now I will be careful about that...
Because I signed in this week, I understand more than ever that things go faster than you believe. Today, I am on the border of a new step of my life. It is the same difference, I guess, when you go from the medium school to the high school; or between the prep school and the ingineering school. Working means : ending of student life, ending of parties whenever you want. Can I have friends at work? You know, people you can trust, and have fun with them. People you can hang out with them during the week end....or simply enjoying your life.
I am writing all this stuff, because I realize/notice that I may miss to much important things, because I am living too fast. For exampler, I missed a birthday this week end of a great guy I met last year, and I will miss an important week end with my child friends because I have to make (take?) a choice/ decision. But life is like that, you never know about what tomorrow will be done, and so you have choices to do. Like it is said in "Gladiator" : "Things you do in your life, resound for the eternity" (or something like that). Everything you do help you to grow up. Maybe i am little bit afraid about this life, which is waiting for me.... I don't know.
This week I start again to read "have read" books. I want to remind me cultural things. So I am reading books from Balzac; and I want too read historical books, to know forever important things from history. I should follow economics facts too, but I don't have time to read newspaper.... I wonder how people 30 years ago could do that : be aware of worldwide news, reading books, hanging out, do sport... so many things that seems quite impossible to me now.
I stop writing something now, because I don't know if there is any meaning throw all these sentences.
Good bye every body ... it is the really early morning in France... or late in the night. I let you choose the way you prefer to say it.
